17/1/2010-sunday
summer day
yesterday night ...
we all company daddy go other holyhouse to speak a moral talk...
that time... i'm dunnoe y i will felt like that...
when dads talking on the stage there...
one of aunts always talking talking talking there..
made a lot of noise there... it is so unrespect to the speaker whose speaking on the stage
i hate it a lot...
when dad start to talk until finish the speach ...
she talk when it start until finish too....
man... huh..~
it's amazing...!!
after we went back home... we whole family chating in the living room...
althought it was so tired .... but it's valuable
today...
when i woke up... daddy was went out ad...
he and uncle go holyhouse at "wei xing shi" there painting ...
coz new years coming soon...
dislike this feel.... coz can said..~ every morning or maybe evening and night
i can see him in the house every angle..~!
it 's so happiness~!
after that... i saw mummy open the door ...
asked we both wake up quickly and need to take breakfast with aunts
haha... but both us lazy to wake up especialy sister~
than ...huh wake up need to use half an hour...
haha... so funny
after taked shower...
than... waiting for sister to take bath and also "busy"to her hair
haha... after eat we straight away go grandma house
and on the way to grandma house... daddy called up suddenly ...
asked mummy cook fried rice and for painting uncle and aunts there ..~
so... we just go grandma house and cook all together ~
so happy...
sister cut the ginger and i wash the vege and some more
during cooking all try the taste and made funny there..haha
finished cook... than mummy and brother take the lunch to there quickly..
and i see movie with grandma ,grandpa ,sister and more ~
afternoon during 3'o clock about ...
we all went back and buy some drinking ..
so fast... just went back home...
i just repose on computer room...
open air conditioned ...so relax..~
when i wake up dad and mum was went out again...
dad go other places to give a speach again...
i didn't followed them...
coz..... i sleep
they just write a small paper and just asked we take dinner at all
huh... suddenly feel some regret ~
izzit accutually i need to follow dad they and give a lot of support to him?
izzit?
i think so...
maybe i was wrong again~!
i send a msg to dad during he give a speach ...
i said.." sorry dad... for i didn't followed you and mummy go holyhouse
and no gave you any support before you go~
be a daughter .. i knew i need to do that but i not!
daddy... sorry..~ gambateh.."
i just write the msg easlier ....huh..
later... i became scared again..!
tomorrow i have to face exam...
all at form four..
it is a lot of pressure....~ a lot a lot a LOT
....
i don't hope anymore... coz...
when you have more hopeful now... more disappointed will be after that..~
it's real!!
i reallt dun hope that...
acutually i think before....
can i absance tomorrow... i thinking about it many time...
is many time...
or... can i don write anything on the exam paper there during exam started?
huh... i'm so confuse..
i know.... pressure...~ anyone sure have~ whose not?of caurse yes
i just.... if can hide myself... i can do that~! sure....
i became crazy.. mental .dis !
oh man....
i really scared it ...
more a few hour... just A FEW HOUR! i have to EXAM EXAM...!
LOVING-RAIN
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