Just a few days,feel my looked very haggard >.<"
keep cried before get sleep and repose on the bed...
head thinking a lot of memories,til now... a lot of different taste
sweet...bitter....
But , this few years~ unpleasant things happen too much...really hard ~
Tears,not let me down and silence
Helpless...looked at family one by one leave away from me~I can not do anything, can not help whatmade me keeping cry til midnight, fall asleep
Today,is my car test day >.<"
A few days ago, began to tense=.="Exaggerate...
scared fail... wanna waste money to test again=.=
dun wan... Blekk
haha^^
on the road is the most terrible=.=
damn gear...== i changed it slowly today...
so lucky no fail
At the end, i passed my cat test ad^^ haha...
not happy for the result^^ just happy for i no need drive again^^haha
lolx..^^ stupid michelle...
wat am i thinking ? ^^ so odd...haha
wasted half of the day to stake a test there=.="
wasted time... tunggu tunggu tunggu
saw some girl...cried badly
coz 1st term already failed-----bukit
second action was take up their and keep calling =.=
dun know failed news can be how nice to tell others =.=
Sigh....
another thing....
My uncle....died suddenly this evening,almost 5:00 pm
mummy received cousin's phone call...
to tell us this bad news...and asking wat time to reach there prepare for his funeral...
miserable... i stunned,when i heard tht
No cry... dun know why~
saw mummy cried after end the call... tears keep fall
dun know wat to said... at the moment
Doctor told us before, we should have to prepared
uncle's blood pressure is too high... i try before 300++
i dun know how can he still keep eat a lot of meat and not care his healthy
i ask mummy how was the funeral prepare...
just keep answered still okay... still okay...
she said aunts was very quiet... tears fall til dry
dun know how explain my feels now... confused
sorry....
Tonight,just let me think properly
How much i care ,for uncle?
y today, this happened ..... i no any tears fall again
cool-blooded? or numb ad....
Let it .....
Hope tonight,i can fall asleep.....
Just let me selfish one time... lost mind~
Gud Nitez...
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