Exam... ~ february is coming soon

20/1/2010-Wednasday
rainy day...
the sky was so beauty...


During the SJ exam...
outside window was raining there...
the sky was so beauty...~
the wind is cold... my hand , become cold as ice

at 18/1/2010
the exam was started...~ that feeling was so terrible
before tht day... i felt confuse at all..
just let it fail.. just let it give up at all !
i always feel that
first day... take part in BM and SN exam paper...
same... my hand became cold also... so nervous
the second day, it is EA  and BI
before that night, i just always focus on ekonomi data...!
i was scared ! i scared i can't past it and get better result ...
but... it was worse! i doesn't revision any literature .... just after take part EA paper i just revision BI
it's really worse~
today ...was third day~SJ
everyone was confuse on SJ...~ history...from our malaysia~
it is hard to memories ...
maybe... i'm not interested to it~!
but also have to learn it...~


our class...
everyone also can study better ...learn better~
just ... look different in the class~
sure... majority of people in the class was interested to maths and account
how about me was not same with their all?
i think... is okae.~ i'm not so care about it!
just be your self....!should not be change!
i love myself so much...~
just do... whatever i wan!
"what are you today... is the choice you made that day"
agree for this?
my teacher teacher me before... i like it..~
it 's really like that..~ you can't angry , emotioned anymore...
this was the choice you decide before... no anyone help you~
yes..i do!
i choosen my life now...~
after out of the school... mummy gave me an idea asked me go to teaching kindergarden~
said... i'm friendly to talking to kids~ i think so...~
maybe i will choose it~ another i will go to learn hotel manegement~

majority friends around me... doesn't know what they wan to do after school~
it is no anything can be too nervous! coz you all really have a lot of time to think it...
this years... and after SPM also have three months lets you think..~
why so worried about it...?

we should always keep our sanity ..~ be patient... tolerant
just think it seriously when you're free ...
my mum teach me before ..!
acutually i hope i can do any ambition...~
my mum asked me be a nurse last two week...
oh man... i really scared blood so much!!
how i faced it..?!
haha... sure pengsan quickly la..!


huh... february is coming soon.~
chinese new years too..~
my uncle wan birthday ad... i wan to give him a surprise ~ haha
emm.. chinese new years was not same after my cousin brother leave we all alone~
he go to budha and cut all the hair ~ i'm really miss him..
when we was all in primary school and form one ...
he will fetch we all to anywhere to play... during CNY
but now is not same to before...
happy moment just pass it so fast...