[studying---'s days]

1/9/2010-saturday
summer day


started school....
during the beginning... felt suffer
tuition... do revision...homework
my schedule is full... is full
izzit i can do it?
izzit i can make my life wonderful?
sometime will felt maybe i just suddenly interested at study and homework
sometime will lost all confidence in my own world...
oh man... i should be confidence !
i should be happy!
i should be relax!
i shoud....
i really hope i can do it in short of time...

at this moment...
i really hope i can throw down everything and concentrate on my study...
can i do it?
i really think like that?
oh... maybe i just say whatever...
tuition...
made my life be busy...
i hope my life is busy.. i hope my life schedule is full..
really hope that
before this year... that means last years
i scared maths....
i scared accaunts
i scared all the subjects that i can't do better in the exam
izzit i no pay attention during the class teacher was teaching ...
or i can't understand what they all talking ..discuss about...?
i think so...

i thought the result is not important to ne before...maybe~
but now... i realize ~ the result! is important to me..~! to my life!
y? y i just can be understand ...now?
izzit i was late now?
i think so..
SPM FINAL EXAM is coming soon...!
i just have very shortest time ...! to prepare all the thg i have to do ...
i really confuse...~

life... no anyone can company you to face any problem any result
that you made the choice now! coz,the life is your's !

suffer of studying...~ although it was so hard, but...i really happy...
when i was do correct in the question subject that i can't do before....
i was so excited..!
thanks god..~ you give me a chance! i now you always blessing me..~
anyways... i just hope...~
i can make it all better in my best...~
dun care how about the result after exam...
is that i know~ i do my best! i try my best before the exam
so... i won't regret ~

i hope...i no made any wrong choices now~

in this month...18th
monthly exam have started...
my form 4 basic... worse!
how can i go to exam...?
everytime ..i was so confuse after i took my exam result...
mum always told me... dun be presure~ is okae...
i care about it now...
is not okae now... i care it...!
but.... oh...

my tuition schedule changed...
three days i'm free...
i think... i need to find something to fill it in my free day....
huh... i cryed..~ when i too tired and can't satisfy myself...!
i know... i made my life presure now~ but i belief it was be beautiful life after one day
trust me..!!


try my best...
make it better...













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