Full of busy---life~

15/01/2009-friday
it's going to rain now....


this few day...i and my sis cant wake up every morning...
it's too tired of study, tuition and some more~
mummy laughing and said: u two ar... if mummy never wake up ,
also cant wake up then morning how ?
sister answered quickly....: haha...easy la....straight away dun wan go to school~
haha...it's so funny ! ya..if really too tired , straight away dun attend to school~
Although our life changed busy... changed everyday tired~
but... someone make funny there...you will be relax more and laughing there always...
valuable~!


my life really changed~
my attitue really changed~
my mood really changed~
everyday busy ... suffer to study,tuition..
during the time to sleep , repose on the bed~ i'm quickly go into my sweet dream
izzit u all also ? i'm the one!


yesterday... my form teacher ,Puan Rafidah
she asked me go and see to Puan ... oh man...dun know whose furlure that
that time i really ... maybe it's called angry~!
i don't wan take Bahasa Cina at SPM and monthly test....
don'y care how many time you have explain there.... she was not care anymore!
just wanna to see your parents and make sure weather your parents is agree not..
what man..?!
i explain to her at there...how many time..~
when i'm at primary school start to study and until secondary school...
my parents won't come ... did you all know?
the teacher have a lot of nonsence there... man man man
i really dun understand what the teacher doing there~!
if they dun care about it.. i also can do same with thier all!
i dun care the teacher how .. dun care anyone catch me ... can i do that?
y not...
i hate it...

when i back to class... my mood was bad..bad bad bad
just be silent there...
just do homework.. cory notes and more
after that... that chooi may dun know what happen come and played me
i scared it... ! really scare it..
suddenly come behind me and played me...
than just say sorry ....
first you play someone.. and you say sorry after ...
did you all feel so crazy?
aiyor... i just said whatever... dun care it..

emm... than i go yoke ching places to copy notes~
my tears suddenly come out from my eyes...
i can felt my heart was so sour mood...that moment
maybe.... there was no anyone can saw the tears flow on my chicks....
quickly asked wai san to lend me a pieces of tissue..~

sometime.. many things hiding in my heart
i just thinking about it...
if i really say out.. told anyone i was so unhappy and sad...
i think.... no anythings will be changed~
izzit anyone can solve all the problem ? i 'm so sure no anyone ..!

Today... i thought got a volley ball activity after school
i asked vincent last night...~
he was so sure got a activity today
than i keep the sport shirt and prepare all the thing ...
when i was in the class....
someone come into our class and said today NO VOLLEY BALL
what that's means?
i'm so shout!
y like that... after i heard that news....
vincent was no any feeling there..!
man.... what is that?
i started to think... am i the toys to let theis all to played ?
izzit all also like that?
i dun wan think about it...
i dun now what to say..~
what can i say? what can i feel again?
should i trust them again?
maybe ... also my fault...~
y i wan asked them..~
huh... is okae...

at the last... i walked to back home...
first time ..~
first time i walked back to home...~
i'm the one ... worse... person!



so tired.... but i dun wan sleep...~
momday... monday , the exam start
felt nervous...~ suffer to breathe...
izzit important?
izzit hard to face?


this month exam......





i give up....







bye















LOVELY-RAIN